I hate your car too. Nick's pretty cool. I don't think he'll give me a hard time about it, but when you add in other guys, it's always hard to gauge how things will go.
Yeah, though I agree. It was gross. I don't know why people get off on it. I mean, I don't know if this is definitive proof, but it definitely ticks in that direction. I like women, I just... I don't know. I think they're pretty and smart and they make dedicated and violent friends, but I haven't felt attracted to one in a long time.
I mean, I know what that should mean, but being gay is such a big thing. I don't want to say it unless I'm absolutely sure. I'd feel like such a fucking idiot if I'm just confused. What if I just haven't met the right girl yet? What if my feelings are just all screwed up because of all the shit we went through? What if I'm just broken and dumb?
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Date: 2024-04-07 02:56 pm (UTC)Nick's pretty cool. I don't think he'll give me a hard time about it, but when you add in other guys, it's always hard to gauge how things will go.
Yeah, though I agree. It was gross. I don't know why people get off on it.
I mean, I don't know if this is definitive proof, but it definitely ticks in that direction. I like women, I just... I don't know. I think they're pretty and smart and they make dedicated and violent friends, but I haven't felt attracted to one in a long time.
I mean, I know what that should mean, but being gay is such a big thing. I don't want to say it unless I'm absolutely sure. I'd feel like such a fucking idiot if I'm just confused. What if I just haven't met the right girl yet? What if my feelings are just all screwed up because of all the shit we went through?
What if I'm just broken and dumb?